another hypothesis

If all activity in the universe is a function of time, then there was a point when t was equal to 0. Many would say this is where the big bang theory comes in, but the big bang is a pile of doo-doo to me. That's not to say that I have a better answer (yet), but accepting that as the theory for the beginning of everything is just as silly as saying "God" created the world in 7 days or whatever theopolitical nonsense is thrown about nowadays. Yes I just said theopolitical and I know it's not a word. To get to the point, I accept the fact that I simply don't know the answer. Which brings me to the daily existential episode/break/extravaganza. This idea is simply that the purpose of existence is to find a purpose or create one. Depressing? Yeah, sounds depressing and cyclic, but I'd say it's less depressing then saying we live one life, and how we live that one life (as influenced as it is by genetics, environment, luck) determines an eternity. So then the answer is always in the question. Food for thought, need more development on that one.

for anyone who feels incapable

Many amazing people I have met or read about aren't amazing because they are extraordinary, but because they are ordinary people doing extraordinary things.

gravity, what an annoyance

Ok, since noone else has given a good rational explanation for gravity, I thought I'd give it a shot. Since the only other phenomena that involves attraction between mass is polar molecules (electrons and protons), perhaps we can make a connection between this and gravity. Maybe, gravity is a function of the ratio of a volume of a mass to the number of polar molecules that mass contains. Of course this would require some insight into the number of polar molecules in the sun, or even the rate at which any type of "polar" phenomenon occurs in the sun, but it's a start. In the next few minutes I will probably disprove this theory, but hey its worth some thought at the moment. I will also need some insight into what happens in a black hole since a black hole is supposed to be the result of the collapse of a gravitational field, but even this occurence can be connected to polarity that is favored in a particular direction, thus the creation of a funnel that sucks in all matter and even light.

Ok none of it is probably reasonable or even worth an intellectual thought, I take it back.

i'm back

Well it's been a while since I've looked at this blog, I looked back at some of my old posts and saw how much my view of the world has changed since I've become a freshman in college. Almost scary really, but anyways, I need somewhere away from my computer to start posting my thoughts for that book I'm going to finally/maybe write some day. It's probably going to be a lot of gibberish and not cohesive in the least bit, but to me it's something. So I've decided to make it online since I have been switching hardrives a lot and keep forgetting to back up these things. ..




...And if you think that is just a clever excuse to draw attention to myself through an online blog, you are absolutely right.